No matter how long I
run, no matter how far I go, my problems always seem to catch up with me.
Whenever I stop, for even a night, a break, a breath, they get closer. I’ve
spent my whole life running from my past. I’ll never know when, if at all, I’ll
stop running. I want an escape but there will never be one. I wish I could
stop, but if I do I will suffer the consequences. I can never stop running,
never.
“You’ll never
understand the trouble I’ve been in,” Rona yelled at me, “there’s nothing you
can do to fix this!”
“You’ll never know if
you don’t give me a chance,” I yelled back.
“You don’t get a
chance, this is my problem, not yours!”
“At least tell me what
happened.”
Rona turned and walked
closer to me until her nose was an inch away from mine, and looked me right in
my eye. “I have been running from my past, my problems, all my life. I’ve done
things that I wish I’d never done. There is nothing I can tell you that someone
else can’t” she spun on her heel and started to storm off.
“How long have you been
running?”
Rona turned around and
looked me in the eye, her face looked sad and old, “ten years. I’ve been
running since I was twelve.”